April 8, 2017

Anymore

Looking up at Kirk when he sat down Adison let out a small sigh. She wasn't sure how she felt about this whole thing. She knew it was a hard line to walk especially with all they were taught and learned. Things really were different here though and sometimes it was hard to remember that.

    "Maybe to them is does make a difference though."

Adison thought for a moment as she chewed on her lip. She'd had time to wonder, watch and just take in everything around here, and what she noticed a lot was that these people had big hearts. Sometimes that could be good, and sometimes that was bad but it was always how these people thought and did things.

   "We have to remember this isn't the FBI, and while we are here for the FBI but we aren't them anymore either. I know its hard, I've already found himself feeling odd for a few different things because it goes against everything we have learned."

Searching Kirk's face Adison took his hand and played with his fingers for a long moment just thinking. Finally looking up at him she offered a small smile.

   "Say we did interrogate him, and we made it work, and he ended up killing himself, would you really feel no remorse at all wishing there was more we could of done?"

   "I agree completely with him not being left alone. I know we can't always be here, but I have a few people in mind who would help out."

She could be here in the day, and Justin, she could also ask Jamie, and even Ty, Hope might help too a little to look after him other times. Even if he was going to prison no matter what Misty just wanted him to have a fighting chance. No one deserved not to have hope and right now he had none. 

Looking over at Chance just laying in the bed she let out a sigh. 

   "I just..I don't know, I just want him to have a chance to get out of there not in a body bag."

Katie nodded in agreement with Jason. It was nice Jade had done this when she really didn't have too. Feeling Jason's emotions about Jade Katie smiled just a little to herself. She wasn't upset about it.

Leaning into Jason and giving him a kiss Katie's eyes twinkled. She knew those were his own personal emotions and she couldn't fault him for that. Their lives had been very different on many occasions. 

We can't change our past so I can't be upset. I am happy Jade was there when you needed someone. Our future is what matters now and I am happy my future is with you. You are one of the best things that ever happened to me over, and over again.

Finding herself parked outside of The Griller Destiny just sat in her car for a long moment. Today had been better than the day before. Though she was still upset, hurting and felt very alone, there was a little hope. She'd met someone, made a new friend that had shown her kindness and let her know there really was good people in the world still if she would just look.

Finally getting out of the car she went over the passenger side and pulled out a tupperware container. Closing the door and locking the car she wondered inside scanning the area where she had seen Zan the night before. 

   "Hey, I wondered if you would be here again."

Offering a smile she figured tonight she would at least let him know she was doing ok, and she also baked him some brownies as a thank you.

   "I made these for you, so say thank you for yesterday. Now sure if you like chocolate fudge brownies but I guess I was kind of hoping you did."